24 December 2006

White

christmas... emptier than ever, scarier than ever, lonelier than ever... Bleak, textureless solitude... insomnia, paranoia, insanity, choke, break, fear, despair, confusion, senselessness, numbness... terror, hunger, anxiety, isolation, nightmares, psychosomatic, erratic REM, disease, sickness, dysfunctionality... scared... tired... fed up...

Stone Sour Cardiff Lyrics
This fluid feels like pain - This stoic mood is all in vain.
I reach into the dark - I tear this other me apart.
How many years ago - How many deaths I can’t let go.
My flesh is temporary - My god, extraordinary.

You.. can't.. kill.. MY.. MIND..
A man delivered
Can never make his way in darkness.
I know tonight will end, but I won’t give
This life away again.

Shifting through the same debris - Oh my father, call to me.
This smoke is in my blood - This hope is just no good.
Save me from my bitterness - Give me up, I did my best.
Shock this system full of shit - Mock this fucker lost in it.

You.. can't.. kill.. MY.. MIND..
A man delivered
Can never make his way in darkness.
I know tonight will end, but I won’t give
This life away.
I won’t give this life away again.

A man surrendered, can never find his own forgiveness.
I know my life will end, but I won’t give tonight away.
I won’t give tonight away again.

This fluid feels like pain - This ruin feels like rain.
I’ll reach into the past - My futures fading fast.
How many years ago - How many I let go.
My flesh is all I have - My face is happenstance.
This smoke is in my blood - This life is not enough.

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