complications

heh... it's damn late at night and I should be sleeping...I'm knackered... but I thought I'd take the time to get this thingie updated... I should be sleeping right now 'cause I'm in "exam session" but fuck me if I know why the heck I don't just sleep at regular hours... eat at regular hours, so on and so forth... I guess the routine is something I'm allergic to. I hate this time of the year... every year it's the same thing... exams, exams, exams... they just keep going on, don't they ? Bad part is they came this year at a time when I'm screwed up... mentally and physically. Fallen sick a few days ago, and it seems I'm friggin short tempered lately. I'm constatly ready to blow for anything... even though I don't say anything and just suck it up... I'm surprisingly easy to tick off, I've noticed, though I can't seem to put my finger on the "why". I guess I'm just numb again... I barely feel anything anymore, save for the few moments spent together with my sweetie, and quite frankly it's her that keeps me going right now... if it weren't for her, I think I'd be breakin' down at this point... it's nice to know someone's thinking about you every now and then... I don't know how coherent this post is up until now 'cause I'm bleeding T I R E D, but something tells me you people don't really care about coherency all that much... either way... I'm wrappin' this entry up and hittin' the sack... mata na~