slipping again...

Heh, finally I'm on vacation. Even though it's only a week, I intend to make the best of it... so confused and numb lately. I'm just staring out the window, or staring at my hands like they're the most interesting thing I've ever seen in awhile. I guess I'm just depressed as usual. I don't even know what's wrong with me... Now I'm depressed, after half an hour, I'm hyperactive and laughing at everything around me... then I'm depressed again. I think I'm defective. As if that wasn't obvious enough. I'm typing out this post, but heck... my mind's swimming, and my thoughts race in thousands of different directions, so I guess I don't have any interesting things to say... I'm typing my book, and it's starting gain some substance... looks like it's gonna take me awhile before I can finish it... eh who knows ? there's plenty of time for that... for now, I'm gonna crawl back to my coffee and chill music, and stop ranting sensless crap in this blog... sore jya~